NABOKOV’S BUTTERFLIES
His brain was on fire
in a quest for sanity
and consciousness
as he staggered though
revolutions and wars.
After a radiantly secure childhood,
his world fell apart as he fled
from one country to another
like a terrified fish
struggling to swim away
from a school of pirhanas.
Obsessed with the beauty
of butterflies, it was the only reality
he could pin down on a board.
He treasured their colors
and staggering complexity of design.
His imagination glowed
like a multi-faceted diamond
creating worlds within worlds,
as he searched for the purity of soul
in the mindless violence of the times.
His characters were preoccupied
with the innocence of young girls
like Lewis Carroll and Charlie Chaplin.
Humbert Humbert’s infatuation
with Lolita, a perversion of love,
symbolic of the cerebus of fascism.
Isolated by his transparent vision,
he longed for others to share in the light
of the surprise in every moment.